awesome-est.

I'M BACK

2010-10-16T01:55:00.000-07:00

helluuuuuuu.
im back yeahhhhh. hahaha guess what?! exams are O V E R. which means im free to do whatever i wanna do. yay me! but its only th second day of freedom and im damn bored. ive got NOTHING to do, literally nothing. i think im gonna miss studying/ pretending to study. heheh. anyways, i just got back from shopping (Y) and im going to pasir ris tomorrow. anybody wanna meet up for a short while? and im going to wild wild wet. i cant decide whether to paint my nails black or pink

2010-09-25T08:19:00.000-07:00

raya with the malay people (+3 chinese people)
hahah. had great fun on the 24th. joey came over then borrowed my kebaya. then er met the rest and our journey began. and to make it clear, im not with danish!! since sabrina says we are on facebook. and clearly, im already taken by you know who :)
ugh, had dinner with pa and all. he fucking lectured me about my idea of moving back. trying to brainwash me is it?! fuck la. the whole time we were having dinner. screw this shit. he told me to think about it then let him know what i think about the whole thing. mama said she wont change anything if i decide to stay, which means that i have no freedom. and if i move back to pasir ris, i wont have what i have now in novena. so far, this is the hardest decision i have to make. i wish i didnt even move to novena in the first place. oh, and if i move back to pasir ris, i get to transfer. hmmmm. sounds swell, doesnt it? but makes me feel really bad. i felt so guitly when we were talking about it. couldnt help it, cried. damn. i cant remeber the last time i felt so pissed. and i really wish papa doesnt bring it up tomorrow. im so pissed. so fucking pissed. could ya just let me decide without having to feel guitly? im a freaking child. all i want is abit of freedom. i dont know what to do. ahhhhhh.

on the bright side, im going shopping tomorrow. oh my. im so happy -.- i wish i dont have to talk about it tmr. dont make me feel so pissed.

2010-09-17T04:16:00.000-07:00

HI.
im in pasir ris and farhan is beside me now. will be going to study with asyikin <3 later, at eight. watching the last song with abang now. hes so gay he should kiss a guy's ass. omg im so funny.
okay so i shall ask mummy about the whole moving back thing k. see what she says. i like this keyboard from the keyboard. nicer to type. ha ha. ok. abang is complaining about something. guys.. they'll never stop being lame. ok im waiting for ikin to call me to ask me to go meet her at mac or something. okay. k bye.

selamat hari raya :-D

2010-09-14T05:43:00.000-07:00

to all people out there, selamat hari raya, maaf zahir dan batin okie.

eoy exams are coming. i havent started studying. i need a new book to read. i hate mrs mavis low :/ mdm teo.

should i go back to pasir ris forevaaaa? i still dont know. i REALLY want to but, idk how to say it to mama. and i think im gonna miss her, idk why. but its better to get to see my family everyday right? and have more fun in school. i rlly hate kcp yknw. the teachers and students. mcm tak best ah. at least if i transfer, people wont look down on me just cos im in normal acad right? oh well, only time will tell. i dont know what to dooooooooooooo.

please help me ):<

okay bye.

2010-09-03T00:53:00.000-07:00

okay, so i might be staying in netball. idk how come i wasnt as tired as i usually get. so yeah. i hate history now. so annoyinggggggg. every lesson also got test -.- slept for one period today. and dnt is just as sucky. so yeah. thats my day. im tired man. i wanna sleep. and i will, soon. anyw, gonna collect my kebaya tomorrow then going to the bank. yay me. I'LL BE WITH ALL MY COUSINS 7 DAYS FROM NOW. i think the last time i saw them was like in feb :/ i feel so bad. nvm shall meet up often. (im talkin about my dad's side" ok ive got nothing else to say. till here i guess. bye
short hair, ftw.

2010-09-01T02:43:00.001-07:00

H E L L O.

ive decided to keep this blog alive since i have nothing to do when i come online. HEHE. anyways, common test = awesome. its 9 days to raya and im wearing grey this year. i havent been stalking justin bieber much on twitter lately. mcm malas gitu. met up with ikin, amira, raider and nakiah. then went to ikins place. fun ttm. okie. im still having tuition with abang nur. in fact, he should be on his way now. cant wait for raya <3. i want a camera. and my hair is short now, did i mention that? holidays in 2 days time. omg i luv that exams arent really close to raya and that its during the september holidays. Lena says i havent been improving and thinks i should transfer cca. i couldnt agree more. im not going for the malaysia trip anyway. how cheap can people be. MALAYSIA SIA. SIAPE NAK PERGI, KAN? tsk. erm.if i transfer, i'll join a sport in a club or smth. not netball. i dont mind fencing and its damn close to home la. okay i hope that more people will come to this blog and tag or smth. kalau tak, like very dead, right?
okie i'll go now. will post some pics up, just not today

2010-08-08T07:43:00.000-07:00

WHY HELLO THERE. ITS BEEN NEARLY 2 MONTHS SINCE IVE UPDATED THIS BLOG. but sincem im EXTREMELY bored, i will update.

ALL I HAVE TO SAY IS, im doing great? fasting month is coming. i will be wearing grey this year. HEHEHEEEE. haha. erm, and im still madly in love with justin bieber

2010-06-13T03:26:00.000-07:00

wow last post may 27th huh. awesome.
anyway, im back from pasir ris. went for a netball carnival in which i initially thuoght was 10 hours of training. played all games. gk, gd, and wd. yes, wd indeed is verrrrry new to me. but wtv. vvvv. tiring. my whole body was aching like mad. btw, scgs isnt a good place to play netball aft it rains yknw. thrs algae all over th courts. heh. i baked cookies today. ^^ i feel like a chef, and YES my cookies are very very very delicious. NURUL SYAFIQAH PLS CALL ME WHEN ARE WE GOING OUT?! QUICK I DONT HAVE MUCH TIME. IVE GOT NETBALL CAMP COMING UP AND TRAINING AND STUFF AND I WANNA GO OUT, WATCH A MOVIE AND EAT WITH YA. THAT WAS THE PLAN SO GET YOUR TINY LAZY ASS OF FRM YR CHAIR, STOP STUDYING FR YOUR DUMB O LEVELS FOR A DAY AND WASTE IT ALL ON ME. THANK YOU VERY MUCH. bye (:

2010-05-27T19:48:00.000-07:00

okay, so last sunday was my 14th.
i guess having an Iphone for a present is the best idea. haha. and exams. the reason why i didnt ost for like a million years is because of th exams. ok, so i screwed history and science. but wtv. i expect to fail. haha. anyws, im going to pasir ris today. have to run an errand for mama later. then going back to pasir ris. haha. yaaaaaaaaaaaaay. AKU NAK MEET MIA JEMIMAAAAAAAAAAA! she supposed to go out with her awesomest bestfriend TODAY BUT NOOOOO SHE HAS TO GO OUT. tkpe tkpe. aku bersabar. okay, if you'll excuse me, i've got to go and enjoy my life for then next month and not touch a single book until the month's over. bai

I'M ONLY UPDATING MY BLOG FOR THE SAKE OF FAIZ

2010-05-19T01:25:00.000-07:00

DAH HAPPY? kay. so, xavier and i are in talking terms now. yay ^^ but not fadhli. yes i knw, i shd be studying. blah blah blah. aku tak nak belajar! ugh. bloody exams. sucha waste of my time. mama isnt gonna be pleased with my maths GFAs. i got B3 fuck la. where'd my A go? ): okay i rlly got nothing to say here so i hope youre happy faizzzzzzzzzz. bye

haihaihai

2010-05-11T23:07:00.000-07:00

so, im going a countdown fr my day. 11 days to go!
f/a? idk! tsk. exams are coming and ive been studying like madddd i tell you. thought of going to universal studios fr my birthday. suggested it to pa. waiting fr his reply. tak sabar nye aku. i thought of making my blog private. idk la. see how things go. ive been shooting and shooting and shooting mcm gila. haha. tsk. im getting too lazy to blog these days. might be deleting my blog. see how its goes la. k, bai

2010-05-05T18:25:00.000-07:00

oh so sexy.

hihihi. i knw its been a week but so what right? im too damn tired and lazy to post. with the exams coming up, ive been studying like mad. anyws, monday was nurul's birthday so happy belated birthday minah! luv yahhhh. she's older than me by twenty days. tsk. yet, im still taller. last night, he texted me. and im like what.the.hell. so sudden? it was a longggg text. my phone's condition is getting worse. mama better get me my corby pro soon! ahah. and im doing a countdown.

17 more days to my birthday.

12 more days to drew roy's.

we are so meant to be. dont you think? oh, and btw im in school now having ict lesson and im still not talking to fadhli and xavier :( this thing is getting annoying. damn. today is the last day of training and i've yet to do my reflections and shooting average shit. i hope coach is gonna be nice to us today. tsk. i think im gonna go for training late cause i dont wanna run 2.4 :D

ok, i think imma go off now. bai.

haha.

2010-04-28T19:04:00.001-07:00

mama has officially ruined my life. im phone-less):
fuck la. ugh. currently in the computer lab. aha. ive got nothing to do so im talking to minah who is sitting right beside me. sungguh fun. oh yeah. i saw a dick ytd. i think the guy who was flashing it is a psycho. I WANT MY PHONE BACK AND I WANT TO QUIT NETBALL REALLY BADLY. WHY THE FUCK CANT YOU UNDERSTAND THAT I DONT ENJOY DOING SOMETHING I DONT LIKE DOING. ANYW, WHO THE FUCK ARE YOU TO TELL ME WHAT TO DO RIGHT? SEKALI AKU SEPAK KAU BARU TAHU! HAHAHAHAH. k la. i dont wanna spoil my mood anymoreeeee. bai.

2010-04-28T05:00:00.000-07:00

hey boobies.
today, thr was a free show at the interchange. no time to talk about it. will talk about it in th nxt post. maths has been nice. el and geog has been fairly nice to me. ahah. kay, now i gotta focus on history and science! fought with mama about me wanting to quit netball. fuck her la. she doesnt fucking understand that i feel like im being forced to do something i dont want. which is clearly very unfair. ughhhhhh. wtv la sia. i think i WILL quit still. if she doesnt want me to quit then wtv eh. like who the hell is she to tell me what and what not to do? she's not my mum. im gonna ask mummy and if she says yes, im sooooo gonna quit whether she likes it or not. fuck her fuck her fuck herrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.

2010-04-24T05:55:00.000-07:00

hay all. i've decided to post cause whats the point of having a blog if you dont update it, right?
oh well. so life has been good. hafiz, zul and i got sent out during malay the other day because of hashri. cb! hah. oh captain's ball was awesome? i mean i didnt go cause mama didnt let me. stupid fever -.- we got third? i think i'll focus more on logan lerman now. justin can wait. haha. i went out again. mama isnt gonna buy my phone anytime soon cause of my bill. whats new right? -.- i wanna cut my hair. and apparently i look old. which is bad. like really bad. tsk. i'm 14, not 18. but thats good. i'll get to marry logan? haha. btw, see tht baby up there? i got it last year in japan and now people have it, which doesnt make it unique anym? its nt a bluetooth headset, fools. its an mp3 player. i love it. and no, mine is in purple. black is sungguh gross pls. i get to leave class at 2.30, to watch th investiture thing. yay thats 30 minutes less of maths. bai. okay i shall end off with a very minah-ish sentence. ahah. its been so long.
okayh koranqq . darh narqk pegyyh . paperhh picytt kayhs ?
hows tht for a minah sentence? bye!

2010-04-20T01:37:00.000-07:00

heyya. im having a fever )))))))))):
school has been okay. i made a tumblr. but if i dont like it, i'll delete it.
i didnt go for training today. yay. my phone's lcd screen cracked. i hope mama buys me a new phone. hehehh. kay. ive got nth to say. byez/

PFT

2010-04-12T02:49:00.000-07:00

before i tell you more,

need i explain to you how mad i am? but he looks hot in white ^^
baby ilyyyyyy.
haha. terase.

kay, so went to sch at 8.30 fr pft.
sit ups: 40
standing broadjump: 175
sit and reach : 27 :/
inclined pull-ups: 18
shuttle run: 11 s

mama is considering whether to buy me a samsung corby pro or not^^
if you buy it for me, then i'll love you even more. if not then, nothing changes. hahahah

2010-04-07T01:35:00.000-07:00

hello wurld. haha. tmr got training. tk nk pergi.
haha. today he texted me like rlly randomly and said, i'm in pieces, baby fix me.
then i was like, hahaha wtf eh you damn random leh. then he was like, like you ah ass. hahaha.
merepek sia dier. oh no. ive got malay tmr. me no likeyyyy. damn. wht else. OMG MRS LOW IS GETTING VERY IRRITATING. I CANNOT STAND HER. SHE'S TURNING INTO MRS WONG): i got 20/23 for a geog test. I ACTUALLY GOT A1. OMG ITS LIKE THE FIRST TIME LA. hahahaha. omgay.
tuition is getting fucking boring and im beginning to hate abang nur. fuck la. can somebody just change my tuition teacher! UGH LIFE IS A TOTAL LOAD OF CRAP.
oh and HAPPY BIRTHDAY ANNA BELLE HO SHU FEN. HAHA. fyi she's the girl who walks with me to school everydayyyy. haha. since last year. xavier tried to distract me during el test. wdf yo. hui san is unreasonable. okay byeeeeeeeeeeez. -.-

2010-04-06T04:59:00.000-07:00

HELLO WORLD.
school has been bad. MISS SITI IS REALLY GETTING BORING.
maths. not been paying attention.
cikgu hasnt been coming to sch. AWESOME.
geog has been nice to me. history makes me sleepy and mr shong doesnt scold me when i sleep ^^
i pity my bestfriend. sec three guy from school stalking her :O kesian eh. netball has been REALLY TIRING ): i havent been shooting fr dumb shooting average shitzz. i think mama is gonna buy me a phone. she's been askimg me what phone i want ^^ i likeee. hahaha. er.
after training today, i wore my skirt and this is th convo with th three of us:
j: you look like a cheerleader.
f: a sexy cheerleader.
f: can we make out now?
me: hahahah wtf no!
f: kay. i can see yr bra.
j: i could see it since just now
me: wth. my jersey is big and im wearing a nice sports bra today.

i have such weird friends. hahahahahahah. sudah. aku nak gi change blogskin aku yg macam taik ini.

2010-04-02T01:45:00.000-07:00

i am in deep shit and dont knw what to do now. HELP.
school has been ok. netball, not so bad. acc to teacher, im under-performing in maths.
el, miss siti is getting boring. malay has been the same. i'll go hide now. wont be able to talk to him till sunday. haiyo. confirm boring tk dpt kacau dier. i shall go hide now. hahah. i sound so pathetic. anyws, tht nadiah doesnt like danish anym. i had to hug danish for a free burger. hahah. and danish thinks that we should hug everyday. he was like, "burgers for some love. sounds good to me." hahahahhaaaaa. wth eh. mcm fadhli sia. k la. bye. aku nak pergi hide kat dalam bilik mcm budak bodoh. byebye

ICT

2010-03-24T18:46:00.000-07:00

hello world. im surrently having ict lesson in sch. damn boring. nobody's listening to the teacher. training on tuesday was okay. i finally ate my laksa at far east ytd and i think im falling for three guys at once :O this is bad. so bad. but i get rlly happy whn they text me. heh. i <3 justin bieber.

2010-03-22T02:23:00.000-07:00

OMG JUSTIN BIEBER IS SO HOT.

If only he sang tht to me. i swear i'd cry. i love you justin <3

oh, back to netball tmr )))))))):
i wanna cry. bye world.
some guy told me he has a crush on me.
well he didnt tell me. my friend did. then i told him tht my friend told me then he said yeahh.
haha, wth sia.

xoxo,
mrs bieber

not so proper update.

2010-03-20T21:33:00.000-07:00

haloooo.
haha gaygaygay.

MONDAY:
Training at broadrick. lena asked me to do light training since i still cant play. so i joined the
lousier sec one group just to work on my footwork. haha. its been so long. omg i think if
i sit out fr a year i'd still be better than them lor. no joke. they rlly suck. then met mia!
talktalktalk. bumped into ikin. wished her happ birthday since it was her birthday.
TUESDAY: HAPPY BIRTHDAY ABANG YANG TIDAK TERSAYANG. HAHAHAHA. had his
surprise party. OVERALL= AWESOME
WED : lazy day.
THURS : skipped netball. dinner with dad and th rest. he bought abang a phone fr his birthday
TK FAIR.
FRIDAY : PIG DAY WITH NURUL ASYIKIN. haha. awesome eh. i'd blog abt it but im lazy.
Met hilman at night. went to west plaza with him. he bought this rlly weird thingy.
talktalktalk till 9.30 then went home.(oh ya, it was also his birthday)
SAT : active carniva fr c div girls. haha talk about noobs. coach said i had to join th sec ones
when i come back. tsk. actually its th same. whether im in b div or c div, its not like we
always win right -.- see la, from main seven, to tht stupid fall, to joining the sec ones.
ate kfc at bishan with almost th whole team. awesome. then went home only to find
out tht thrs chilli crab! sooooo, i ate it. haaaaah. brought some home. slept at 8+
SUNDAY: i havent done anyth. haizzzz. PROLLY GONNA COPY ALL MY HW EXCEPT FR
MALAY. leceh siolzzzz. aku sungguh malas. wdv la. have to be in sch by 7.30 tmr fr
physical trg. wtf sia.

oh did i tell you that lena chng is organizing a netball camp in june, then a trip to msia with the basketball and soccer guys?! tskkk. fmlfmlfml.

2010-03-13T19:27:00.000-08:00

this is what we do when we're bored. hahaha

justin

2010-03-13T18:52:00.000-08:00

hey guys.

so cute right ^^ red boxers. haizzzzz.
will be going to pasir ris today. oh guess what.
I HAVEN'T BOOKED A PIT YET. AWESOME SIOLZZZZ.
nvm i'll do it today. will buy th things with mia tmr.
cant wait to meet her!
prolly zakiy gay bestf too. hahaha. you pasir ris people knw you miss me!
i'll be going to sch tmr frm pasir ris )):
which means i have to go off at 6. MCM WTFFFF.
hah. k, imma go off now.
Mark Salling itu sungguh hot kan.

im happy you fool.

2010-03-12T23:12:00.000-08:00

diff colour siolzzzz.

its finally over. yaaaaaaaay. anyw, i didnt expect her to be me siaaaaa. walao. i shouldnt have made you tell me huh. its ok. i'll keep it as a secret (: you people wont believe who im talking abt. bbq bbq bbq! i still havent bought th things. nvm i'll buy th stuff on monday. book th bbq pit today or tmr. yeah man! aku is sungguh excited. last night watched alice in wonderland and had japanese buffet fr dinner. gile eh, then today had another buffet fr lunch! AND WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME I EXERCISED?!!!! hahaha. ok. imma go off now and eat ice cream now :/

2010-03-12T00:47:00.000-08:00

picture of the day. thts my cousin. we were at grandma's pl.

anyw, things havent been good. no news yet. why does this shit have to happen to me )))))))):<

fuck this shit.

2010-03-11T04:01:00.000-08:00

i really wanna tell my closest friends about this but mom said no.

...

8.00pm: (was having tuition)
phone rings. "....." and i was like, :O:O:O:O
i didnt have anything to say so i hung up. after the call i started to cry. cousin waanted to knw why but i couldnt tell him. so he asked me to do th rest of my work as hw. then he asked me to chill. so i said bye to him and ran to mama's room. explained to her EVERYTHING. she tried to calm me down. but it rlly didnt help. so i made mor phone calls to find out what actually happened. then mum called me. she explained to me and started to cry. which made me cry. lydia doesnt know a thing. she shouldnt. the rest of us do. i wanna help but theres rlly nth i can do. i wish i was in pasir ris now. everytime i think about it, it brings me tears. and so, i cried in school and while walking to th interchange with th girls. just like what phylicia said, its gonna be ok over time. i hope it does. i really do. youve got no idea what im going thru now. i'm crying now as i type this post. if you think im a sissy, fuck off. my life sucks right now.

dear _____,
i hope youre ok there. im doing my best trying to get help, but th thing is, i was told not to tell anyone about this. ____,_____ and i really want to see you. we luv you so much and want you to know we're trying our best to help.
lots of luv,
-sophia.

this shit is affecting me in everything i do.
i didnt eat dinner for two days.
i sleep late thinking abt it, which makes me sleep in school.

i love you very very much

maybe.

2010-03-09T04:21:00.000-08:00

we're hardly talking now. i dont think i have the time for this. the last time this happened to me was about a year ago. why would i wanna go down tht road again? hmmmph. life has been totally sucky. i cant wait to graduate. ive been screwing my tests up.

2010-03-08T02:33:00.000-08:00

hiiiiiii.

he's waiting for an answer and all i can say to myself is, "idk if i can do this, relationships aint my thang" what should i do?

whaaaaat.

2010-03-06T06:21:00.000-08:00

"eenie meenie" justin's new song (:
guess what. it's march alr.
and
ikin
farhan(my bro)
khalis
hilman
and like alot of ppl
nye bday is in marchhhhhhhh.
i'm planning a surprise party fr my bro's 15th.
:O
last minute plan. omg. i am stressed.
its gonna be on th 16th, at prp. so people who know farhan please come.
i'm planning it with his friend shahrul. gonna invite a lot of friends and a few family members.
okkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk. im srsrly stressed. abt a week to plan. OK I CAN DO THIS. besides i am very awesome

went to grandma's pl fr tea earlier today
went thr with mama, aunty noreen and family.
faatin doesnt believe tht my second name is sophia cos her sis's second name is sofia. haha. wdfff.
i had fucking cramps and i couldnt like walk sia. so i went into a room lying down. fucking pain. to make things worse, i cant eat panadol cos im allegic. which means i cant eat panadol menstrual. LIFE FUCKING SUCKS DOESNT IT. I HAVENT DONE ANY HW AT ALL. omg. lifes so screwed up.

2010-03-05T06:34:00.000-08:00

baby ku sungguh cute.

SHOULD I BUY A STUDY TABLE OR CLOTHES?!
mama said it was either clothes or a table. i need fuckinnnn help.
i'm out. bye suckerz.

2010-03-03T01:51:00.000-08:00

helloooooooooooo.
i just realized that katy perry is kinda pretty. hah. k anyws, school has been ok. i'm proud to say that i've been improving in geog and maths. not so much in science and history. haha. i got F9 fr this term's history. hashri was carrying a cockroach around trying to scare everybody. fucker right -.- then aft sch, stayed back awhile with ardila. iskandar joined us for like five minutes then left. yay. haaha. then aft studying, we talked to haiqel and disturbed him whenever he had to say 's' cos he pelat. haha. homed. i got like 16/20 fr a last minute book review which i did for like five minutes only. teacher tak tahu mark. i hate tuition. its a waste of my time. like srsly. i need science tuition and prolly history. I HATE IT WHEN PEOPLE PRONOUNCE TUITION AS TEE-YOU-TION. fuck off you suckers. haha. during geog, allen got scolded by mr ho. i fucking hat tht fag. as in allen. he's so fucking annoying. everytime shout sia. Mr Ng is so biased. he doesnt believe th class when we say tht allen always fight at th back of th class with th guys. he said tht other teachers didnt complain then th rest kena marah. like wdfffff. go lose some weight.

happy birthday my love.

2010-03-01T01:48:00.000-08:00

thats right suckers. today is baby's birthday. he's officially 16! oh that sexy thang. currently waiting fr his birthday wish to come true, that is, COMING TO SG TO FIND ME THEN TAKE ME TO CANADA AND MARRY ME. hahaha. so long suckers.
marissa sophia bieber out.

2010-02-28T03:19:00.000-08:00

hello people.
friday: chapel was super embarrassing. everybody was so quiet and i suddenly burped. and it was loud. laughed till i cried. whats new, huh?
went to yew tee to meet faz then over to her place fr sleeeeepover! walao. we talked alot sia. haha. saturday:
had lamb at a relative's house.
sunday: went to grandma's place. she's so cute. haha. she fed us. then i napped while waiting fr faz to study. she slept in th end. haha.
IN TH TRAIN:
THIS SUPER CUTE GUY ASKED ME FOR NUMBER.
he was with his parents so he mouthed, "number?"
and i was alone. fucking embarrassed. i was like, "no"
then he was like, "k then."
then i was like, "sorry"

i should have given him my number right. ugh to th max.

anyws, congrats to kakak nina fr hugging bsb's brian today. she got vip tix so she had like a meet and greet session. then she's going fr th concert at 8. haha. im so happy fr her.
its sunday night and i havent done my homework. tsk.

my hair is short!

2010-02-24T01:41:00.000-08:00

i cut my hair today. the guy was supposed to cut side bangs but noooooooo. he just had to cut bangs. my hair is shorter now. went over to uncle luke's clinic. he gave me one month letter of excuse frm netball/pe. it rocks when you have a relative thts a doctor. haha. um. going over to faz's place this friday. yayyyy. i'm going fr shinee's concert. omg. i didnt even pay fr the tix. hah. i rock. MRS RAVI ROCKS. IM SO HAPPY RUTH WONG ISNT TEACHING ME ANYMMMMMM. oh i got 18/20 for this maths test. hopefully i get that A1 for maths ive been trying to get since last year. maybe even in english. joanna was first last year which put me to number two. tskkkkk. ok imma go now. i've got tuition.

2010-02-20T04:29:00.000-08:00

SO HOT. THE GIRL'S FACE IS LIKE SHIT.
OMG. UGH.

i luv justin yo.

watched percy jackson and the lightning thief today. awesome. logan is hot. but not as hot as justin. bought ankle guard and water bottle at orchard central's nike today. saw a reallllly cute guy. :O
when do i not see them right? haha.

friday:
mdm teo made me sit beside hashri during science. that's all the way in front sia. like right in front of th whiteboard. i was so damn sleepy. i slept while she was teaching and she didn't REALISE. then got some dumb test which sucked. cos i dont pay attention during science.
chapel:
sat with the four minahs(nori,ayu,nori,ratna and ardila.) haha. we were bitching abt the sec one sluts. they go around thinking they're damn hot. like wdf to ze max. went home aft sch. decided to cut my hair. (still not done yet) will cut most prolly tmr. minah didnt come fr chapel cause of her dumb chingay!
omg mrs wong isnt gonna teach meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeh anym!
i hate coach ethel so very much.

2010-02-17T01:52:00.000-08:00

its been so long since i put pictures in this oh so pathetic blog. anyws, mama went to school to talk to lena chng abt netball and stuff. yay. i dont have to do p.e fr a month! life is good. i rock.
i rock i rock i rock. slept during history. i always sleep during history. lol. ok ive got nth to say. byebye

2010-02-15T01:09:00.000-08:00

life..
hmm. sucks.

suspended from netball.
)):

got my rose from fadhli. haha. and went out with my gay people.

pictures all in fb!
boysboysboys.

family gathering at changi beach.
AWESOME.

i'm too lazy to blog. besides, people dont read and tag my blog anym.

HELLO WORLD.

2010-02-05T04:11:00.000-08:00

I KNOW YOUVE MISSED ME BLOGGER.

haha. i just cant be bothered to blog la.
life has been a total piece of shit.
valentines day is coming.
celebrating with my dear justin bieber.
hahha.
fmrw didnt wear a bra to sch.
she thinks my english is good. haha
yeah.. slept during science lesson.
made kebab durin he.
ITS DAMN GROSS.
dinner with ma,pa,jimmy's parents, papa's friend(havent seen him since i was six also)
so excited?
having dinner at th grand hyatt.
excited.
chatting with heeraj.
im so bored.

praveen has a big ass crush on my bestfriend yo.
and he's gonna buy her roses fr valentines.

i shall celebrate tht day with justin. meeting him at greece and we're spending the weekend thr. love you bby!

i forced nadhar and fadhli to buy me roses fr valentine's.
HAHAHA.
faz's performance was very boring. i could sleep, like srsly.
sat beside hanafi and his friends. went with nina.

WE'RE GONNA HAVE A TOURIST DAY. haha. dress up like tourists fr a day and go aroung with big cameras round our necks. haha.

i fucking hate school.

2010-01-28T21:21:00.000-08:00

i'm updating my blog for th sake of mia.

school. has. been. sucky.

idk if i can go fr kakak lah's performance at victoria concert hall cos of my damn foot.
yeah. ytd, during a netball match, i fell and sort of twisted my ankle? idk thts wht my teacher said. luckily it was during the last quarter. i had to call for time cos of my ankle yo. -___- it was sooooo painful. then went back to school. ardila sent me to the mrt station. went home on my own. had dinner at home. had to put ice on my foot. and now i cant walk. i have to hop on one foot. isnt life just great -.- i woke up at 5 am. couldnt sleep. and it hurt everytime i move. so i stayed up till six. told ma. no school. blah blah blah. life is sad. imma go have lunch now. byebye

2010-01-23T20:48:00.000-08:00

random justin bieber vids.

justin justin justin

2010-01-23T20:37:00.000-08:00

i love you justin drew bieber.

marissa sophia is very tired.
there is a fight going on at my fb yo.
clarence,clarence, why are you so gay?

damn.

2010-01-22T05:01:00.000-08:00

match against crescent girls was total shit.
i played GD fr th first 2/4s then GK fr th last two.

lets not talk bout it.
i finally knw what coach's name is.
hhaha. i hate ruth wong.
i hate life. i finally changed my blogskin.
haiyo. school has been a bitch. Xue Lian transferred ):
im so damn sleepy. i havent done any of my hw, tgif!
haha. i shall do it tmr/sunday.
i cant wait fr graduation day.
screw ruth wong.

2010-01-20T03:35:00.000-08:00

oh baby.

queensway with phylicia.
awesome.
queenstown, the town with tall things.

i aint a bimbo.

2010-01-19T04:51:00.000-08:00

to all motherfuckers out thr, i aint a freakin bimbo k!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
haiyo. anyws, i sought of argued with mrs wong. she thought i was shouting at her but i swear i wasnt. she lost our hw and said tht we didnt give it to her then she said she was gonna give us 0. then im like, WTFFFFFFFFFF. then err. netball. my official(lol) position is GD. i knw right. haha. i made it to th main 7 :) yay. and coach was like, "marissa is gonna play all 4/4s unless she dies or breaks her bones. i was happy, but if you think about it, thts a lot of running. and running aint my thang. so yea. they gave us wrong jersey. supposed to be sleeveless ):so we're getting em idk when. im so tired. we ended training at about 7! ridiculous sia. haiyo. get to leave class at one on thurs! yayyyyy. aahah. i havent done my hw. and im going to queenstown, queensway tmr to get my shoes and need to get sports bra. haiyo leceh nak mampos.

congrats to:
phylicia
anna
denise
rui rong
brina
carina/ardila
and me
fr making it to th team!

haha. awesomezzzzz.
bye boobs.

tired.

2010-01-15T03:37:00.000-08:00

omg. training. makes. me. EXTREMELY. tired.
coach is gonna pick the main seven on tues. like SERIOUSLY. haha.
oh, he texts me everyday and makes me happy?
i think im fallin fr ya man. :O
omg. this is so unlike me. when was the last time i had a bf? ONE YEAR AGO. so i rlly dont see the damn point. tsk! haiyo. i need to talk to minah abt this but im still super pissed at her and besides, we're not in talking terms nw. haiyo. i.need.to.do.all.my.hw. haiyo stress nyer aku. haha. oh, we're getting out jerseys on tuesday. aft sch. sleeveless. gross eh. its fr sch some more. haiyo, looking forward to tuesday(cos of position) haha. er. k la.

oh. mrs wong was like, "marissa, im very disappointed in you" in front of th whole class. she knws tht i hate her tho. and i think i can be her worst student :O:O:O
i really want mr tay to teach me)))))):

2010-01-13T01:48:00.000-08:00

fuck it. i fucking hate mrs ruth wong. i mean like, she's alr so old and her lessons are SUPER boring. she makes me hate english and literature. i really want mr tay to teach me. he and mdm aisah are like the BEST el tchrs in the freakin world. UGH. im obviously gonna fail el. i dont do her hw. she lets us check our answers at th back. haiyo. mrs low also. made me stayback and do her crappy maths thingy. i saw amirul while waiting fr her. then he was like, "you so tanned alr!" then im like "-.-" then he was like, "good what!" then im like, nooooo. then er. aes hw. idk wht to do sia. coach is gonna pick the main 7 this fri instead :O i really hope i make it. i want gray fbt's. [rolly gonna buy em tmr. then need to buy netball shoes also. going back to pr on saturday. had lunch with Xavier and Minah(ardila) bishan mrt station: a bunch of ITE mats(like 7-10 of em) ALL WAVED AT ME AND SAID HI. and im like, -______________- haiyo. went home and did my super dumb hw. still not done w malay sia!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2010-01-11T02:16:00.000-08:00

schoolschoolschool ):

it freakin suckz.
geog tmr. havent done holiday hw.
and my teacher is the discipline master. :O
awesome eh -_-
idk how to la!
tsk. english, vvvv boring.

we're gonna knw who the main seven players are tmr. fuck it.
sec ones joining us. south zone starts on thursday.
minah is a total bitch. she is mean.

Give me one good reason why i shouldnt kill myself.
FTW.

btw mr ho, im so ready to go fr detention -.-

2010-01-08T19:00:00.000-08:00

school hasnt been so nice to me.
cousin wont be giving me tuition anym cos of her freakin o's.
so i guess its back to willem. haha.
coach is picking the main seven this tuesday.
and zonals start on thursday.
i am freaking out.
if i make it to the main seven right, i'll most prolly be gd sia. UGH.
i dont freakin like it. even if i dont defend, i'll have to shoot. wdf right.
cca open house thingy was good. had over 30 people who joined netball.
fought w ardila. aint proud of it tho. i just sort of shouted at her then walked away.
k, dont wanna talk abt it. im having a bad flu aand cough ):
i dont deserve to go to school man.

2010-01-01T22:22:00.000-08:00

family gathering at prp was super awesome although i had to leave at 4.30 cause of another bbq. haiyo. so fun sia. rented bicycles, and rollerblades. rollerblades--> fun? i fell. and the surface of th ground was like roads. pain))): haha. got blood. but abg khairee nye worse sia. haha. you shd see. everybody kept falling. awesomez. haha. then got games. fun fun fun. then next month got chalet. then in march got trip. walao. haha. k, er. then bbq at sembawang park. ok i guess. then went out. went to orchard, shopped. i need to buy alot of things by tmr! and i dont want to go back to sch although im quite excited to see the new sec ones.

2010

2009-12-31T17:42:00.000-08:00

like omg. its alr 2010. i hope this year is gonna be wayyyy better than 2009.
anyws, i was at orchard at 12 last night. having my double chocolate frape at the mc cafe at shaw. awesome man. had dinner at the hotel beside shaw house. was a buffet. we went there with mama and her friend who's frm indonesia. she's nice. haha. then we got lost in ion. we went to parts we nv knew existed in ion. haha. pathetic eh. im going to go fr bbq over at dad's side nw. then imma go to another bbq with mama. ikin texted me at two, awww. she's so sweet. hah. anyws, im out. i needa go to prp.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BOOBIE.

2009-12-30T21:19:00.001-08:00

Mia is officially thirteen. happy birthday bf. hope you enjoy yr day. luv you loads. have a very happy new year too boobz. cant wait to meet youuuuu. haha. see ya around.

lots of luv,
meeee.

rip.

2009-12-30T05:25:00.000-08:00

omg. i cannot believe tht jimmy sullivan,the rev frm a7x died.
he died on monday, the 28th. and er. its so sad. how can he dieeeeeeee?
i knw im slow but i friggin found out today. oh well. rip in th afterlife man.
oh and my stomach is killing me. cramps? i think so ):

rip the rev.

2009-12-29T23:49:00.000-08:00

Marissa Sophia Bieber Lautner Sheckler Oller is super awesome

2009-12-28T20:52:00.000-08:00

MY BOYFRIEND IS VERY AWESOME INDEED.
quick update. went fr idol sezairi won. MALAY GUY AGAIN.
sungguh memalukan. haah. bought bag and wallet and books alr.
tsk. i saw syazwan's ezlink card. gaaaaay sia. haha.

oh. hady sang a song during the long break.
and he kept saying angkasa.
and im like wtf is angkasa. then minah was like i think its clouds or space ship.
then i was like WHY THE HELL WOULD HE BE SINGING ABOUT SPACE SHIPS?!!!!!!! then we were still damn curious. decided to cl ardila. while the phone was ringing, minah was like, FOR ALL WE KNW, IT COULD BE A FLOWER EH. then im like
hawhahahahahahahahahahahaha. wtfwtfwtf. hahaaaa. then err. OH I HATE IT WHEN PEOPLE BRAG ABOUT THEIR UGLY BF/GF and saying tht he or she is hot when they know tht they really arent. it really bugs me. *no names mentioned. hah. oh while buying my books, i saw one mat whose going into sec one nxt yr. like wtf siaaaaaaa. ugh. ahah. k. im out. i will put pics in my blog as soon as i feel like it. hah. school's gonna start. its nt smth people shd be happy of.

2009-12-26T05:29:00.000-08:00

hey boobz.
currently at aunty noreen's place.
went fr lunch at grandma's place w kakak nina.
awesome sia the food.
we ate nasi with sambal udang and some other stuff.
then we looked thru their photo albums.
and then. aunty noreen called and asked me whether i wanted to sleep over at her place then im like, ok. then grandma gave me my idol tix. yay luv you. then went off.
so here i am at her place.
yay to nina. she's going to watch bsb when theyre here.
haha. k bye suckerzzzzz

2009-12-25T01:59:00.001-08:00

so pissed off with ma right now. she's being so selfish about picking me up frm indoor stadium aft idol on sunday. i have four tickets. one for me, one for minah, the other two idk yet. PEOPLE PLEASE TAG IF YOU WANNA GO W ME. ugh. ftw. idk whut to wear fr sunday!

orchard.

2009-12-24T07:38:00.000-08:00

ended meeting minah at 12.30.
awesome eh. we walked all ard orchard/somerset.
had hokkien mee fr lunch. awesome stuff sia.
haha. bought stuff. like only two things -.-
wanna upload pics but tht bitch said wait till sch reopens cause got surprise. haiyoo.
NURUL SYAFIQAH MINAH FUCKING DITCHED ME FOR HER NOT SO AWESOME BOYFRIEND HANAFI MAT.
HAIYO. i swear i will never forgive you for this minah ): *shows SAD face. haha. laugh bitch,laugh. i am sad. oh well. will upload pics when sch reopens. PATIENCE PEOPLE,PATIENCE.

I MISS MY BOYFRIEND ):

2009-12-23T18:01:00.000-08:00

hey boobz.
chatted otp with zakiy and iqah ytd. was funnn.
ahah. and zakiy,if youre reading this, YOU ARE GAY.
lolol. me and iqah were sleepy so we stopped talking at 2.15ish.
i had another awesome dream of babyyyy. ahah. ok. i'm meeing minah at orchard at 11.30. and its alr 10. idk what im gonna wear and wht bag to carry. ftwftwftw. hmmz. thts about it. I NEED MY USB CABLE BACK FROM AMIRA AMANI(!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!) super urgent. mp3 aku dah tkde batt):
ok boobz
i gotta go.

i luv babyyy. haha.
what a joke.

2009-12-23T05:21:00.000-08:00

changed skin.
meeting minah tmr.
lazy to blog.
byebye.

2009-12-20T22:00:00.000-08:00

im back world.
i knw you missed me.
went to pasir ris.
tuesday-movie w amira,deferdaus or wtv his name is and khalis. two guys ditched us fr skating. wtf right. abeh tk tahu ajak seh. haha. i luv HOT skater dudes, as you all knw. some more they left in the middle of the movie. we watched new moon.
wednesday-match against broadrick(i knw wht youre thinking ikin). nice sch. but got mats. so ew. i friggin played GK AND GD. am i turning into my mum or whut eh. she used to play gk. tsk.
thursday-outing w t4m! yay. luv em. haha. picture(s) in mia's blog. it was awesome.
friday-stayed home
saturday-stayed home again.
sunday-suzy's wedding, novena.
i rushed home at like 9ish cause mama just came back frm bangkok and had food poisoning and theres no one in the house who can look after her so decided to go home and take care of her.
ARENT I JUST NICE?
this coming thurs- might be spending the day w minah. watch movie, shopping and visit mat at popeyes, if he's working. k, tu je. bye suckers.

2009-12-13T18:22:00.000-08:00

I <3 YOU JUSTINNNNNN.

2009-12-12T06:38:00.000-08:00

i finally got a chance to talk to my long lost japan friend. haha. its been 7 yrs. he moved to sg this yr. so yeah. he knws my cousin. theyre in home u. so yeah. i want to post pics of cebu and hk and the big hole i dug tht reminded me of my fellow construction workers soon yeah and jolok. HAHAHA. omg. but th hole i dug is bigger then the hole we dug the other time. Xavier's birthday is coming and i have no idea wht to get him. he's celebrating on th 16th. but his birthday is on the 15th. he suggested to go out but was like, " why not a bbq instead? " uhuh. haha. he said maybe. i need to buy my sch books man. and stuff fr sch. ugh. just weeks frm now im gonna be touching books. im sad alright. haha. damn. i have netball training on tuesday and thursday. i dont want to go for training.
(!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)
heh. sooo. might be going to uncle's house tmr. MIGHT. suzy's wedding is nxt week. im srsly grossed out. k wtv. haha. errrrrrrr. its onlt 10.45 and im so damned sleepy. i had 6 hrs of sleep last night ): and er. i got three seats to myself during th flight. awesome stuff huh. i got to lie down. haha. ok, im out. update tmr or whenever.

I NEED TO TALK TO NURUL SYAFIQAH ASAP. CALL ME AS SOON AS YOU TOUCH DOWN K MINAH. haha. cepat balik! i need to talk to you lahhhhhhhhhhhhh.

2009-12-11T23:59:00.001-08:00

I'm in friggin Germany. how cute ^^
ily justin.

2009-12-11T07:43:00.000-08:00

hey suckerz. sg tmr. SO NOT EXCITED. i wanna stay in hk longer siaaaaa. ugh.
k, so, tag me if you want me to upload pics and blog abt cebu/hk. Minah is in hk. hope i bump into her at IFC or smth tmr. bought more stuff today. cute skirt frm cotton on. oh how i luv co.

byee.
luv,
me.

I WILL BLOG TMR, I THINK.
ILY JUSTIN. SEE YA IN MY DREAMS LTR BABY.
haha. i have good dreams.
oh well. i know you useless readers miss me oh so much.

dont worry. i will be back tmr. pick me up at airport uh. haha. k. wtvvv.
im srsly going. BYEEEEEE.

2009-12-09T06:32:00.000-08:00

i'm back baby.
went to cebu.
was awesome.
pictures when i get back to sg.

luv,
me!

2009-12-02T19:13:00.000-08:00

haha. wtffff! read it k.
off to hong kong today!
so excited. but im kinda scared.
i dont want my plane to crash :/
haha. wish me luck suckerz.
will be back on the 12th.
promise i'll upload all the bloody pictures.
i'm going to cebu on saturday!
for those who dont know, go and fucking search it and dont ask me where it is.
ok, thats it. i aint at training ^^
will update when i reach hk later at night/tmr.
byeeee.

2009-12-01T18:47:00.000-08:00

i'm bored and very sleepy.
i hate people who dont update properly.
and im doing this for fun. ahaha.
k bye.

TRAINING

2009-11-30T21:55:00.001-08:00

was like shit. ran ten rounds. did sets. did passes. then coach came. made us stay in push-up position fr minutes. damn tiring. joey ended up in tears. haizz. then had to do proper sets w coach. die sia. we got to do it in the shade but the floor was too slippery so we had to go under the sun. we had to do it on th rough part outside th court. the floor was like the road ): SO FUCKING PAINFUL SIA. a part of my hands are red. sad huh. then had to do butterfly then had to do leg raise. we didnt manage to complete it cause coachwas too angry. she made us giv opinions and ask her questions. nobody did so we just stared at each other for like 15 minutes. then she went to talk to tchr or smth. o wanted to go so badly sia. ughhhhh! then she talk talk talk. then tchr took over. then she ask to talk then i say ah, she lets us go very very late. then she scolded me cuz i was late just nw. WTF RIGHT. i was only late fr like 2 minutes. they havent even started sia. cb betul. oh did i mention. i only got ONE water break ): then er.i didnt come fr one training so had to run ten rounds. then those who go fr holiday need t o run 15 rounds. so i ran ten rounds. then nw when i come back need to run 15 rounds. FUCK THE FUCKING WORLD. IM SO GONNA QUIT NETBALL. oh i fought w mama. but we're ok nw. so thts good.

awesome.

2009-11-30T01:45:00.000-08:00

goodbye purple, hello yellow!
tht rhymes. haha. pics of my room being painted.
and three vids of me being dumb in the pool downstairs.
enjoy!
not acc to anyth.

3 Dumb vids.
voice: FAZILLAH ABU BAKAR : COUSIN :P:P:P

is he gonna be the next justin bieber? he's only twelve btwww!

2009-11-28T08:34:00.000-08:00

why does everybody have to sleep so early?

ugh.

i miss justin bieber very much. today is the last day my room's gonna be purple. its gonna be yellow tmrrrr! i promise i'll keep my room clean fr th rest of my life. haha,k,merepek. anyws, im buying a new luggage bag. thank god. haha. i've been using mama's. embarrassing much. esp when i travel alone. then i look like some idiot who carries an LV bag. sooo, yeah. my first luggage. ahaha. its wonderful how i get ecited over these little things. i find it weird how people can blog and blog and blog fr so long. as tho ppl read like tht. uhuhhhhhhhh. justin's poster is on my door now. yay. im so happy. i hate it how my brother thinks i look like sylvia ratonel from sg idol. i dont kkkkkkkkkkkk. i hate her! k. im out suckerz.

IDOL/TRAINING

2009-11-26T01:10:00.000-08:00

sooo, yesterday, went to watch singapore idol. it was awesome. so here's what happened:
told nurul to meet haiqel to get the tickets. then yeah, got ready, left home at 5+. i took VERY long to get ready cause got some problems. its very embarrassing sia. oh,waited fr mama to get back then she helped me curl my hair. yay. k, so met minah at bishan mrt station. went to mac to get me a burger since i havent eaten the whole day. otw there, bumped into amirul and eugene. talktalktalk. waited fr bus 156. took it. we didnt knw where we alighted. BEST EH. then decided to take a cab. was only $4. bestttt. then when we got down, got this bunch of disgusting mats called us. then we quickly ran away. then when we got there, we didnt knw where to go. so waited fr haiqel and co to come. then we go tgt. then when we reached, we sat at different places. haha, yay. then errr. watch, blahblahblah, break. went to 7-11 w haiqel, hisham and minah. then errrr. bought air. went back to th place. his friends all left. so tinggal th 3 of us. we get to go down, i sat at sylvia's fan's pl. i dont even like her -.-" k, the nathan guy is soooooooooo cute :O aft th show, i saw him then i waved at him. he waved back. yay. then when we got out, i went over to sleeq, to get a picture. alyph/alif is so cute. haha. we have the same watch! yay. haha, then syarif GAVE ME TICKETS FOR rhapsodi. some malay concert thing. i cant go cause i'll be away. haha. im selling 10 fr two tix. he also shook my hand and... asked:
him:hi(shakes hand)whats your name?
me: marissa
him:oh, what sch are you frm?
me: kuo chuan presbyterian.
his manager(i think): that's in bishan right/
me: yeah.
then he gave me th tix. awesome kannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn!
yeah. then mama picked me up.

TRAINING:

sucked. coach was nice to us at first. then she made us stand acc to height. she said tht phylicia,denise,brina and i had to learn to shoot just in case anyth happens to any of the shooters. so, we need to shoot 100 balls in. talk abt sad. oh we played half court game. tht was terrible. i do not wish to talk abt it. then idk wht else. hah. oh we had to do ONE SET ON COURT UNDER THE BLOODY SUN. (icl push ups[man style,sad] leg lifts, these kinda crap) guides left us some food. hhaa. oh we had to run ten rounds aft training also. bloody hell. who ever walked, had to re start. sheeesh. so trg was supposed to end at like 11(strts at 8) then we ended up leaving at 12+) wtf kan. alamak. oh, and ardila is super jealous abt sleeq thingy. ahaha.

2009-11-24T00:21:00.000-08:00

omg. justin tripped and injured himself while performing one time ytd. he continued the song then stopped aft tht to go back and waited fr the medics. he fractured his ankle. he went to the hospital aft tht ): kesian kan.

back to reality.

TRAINING SUCKED.
COACH SUCKS.

ugh. 1 1/2 HOURS OF PASSES. wtffffff. we had to wait fr her to say we can change th type of pass then we're allowed to. so we had to wait. there are 6 types of passes. so we had to wait fr her. so like 15 minutes for each i guess. wah damn tiring. luckily lily lemme slack abit. lol. actually, we both slacked when the coach wasnt looking. wah she damn racist sia. she spoke in chinese practically the whole time during training. was supposed to run 15 rounds aft training, do one set, and stretch then warm down. i didnt do it cause i had tuition. haha. yay me. oh, went home then had a good three hour nap and woke up. i still feel sleepy. but if i were to sleep again, idk how im going to sleep at night. ok. thts it. im out peeeepol.

TO JUSTIN: I HOPE YOU FEEL BETTER.

2009-11-22T22:53:00.001-08:00

HAHAHAHA SO CUTE.

i wanna marry you baby.

i want i need i must

2009-11-21T04:36:00.000-08:00

BUY MY WORLD
WTFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF. ugh. i really want it ):
imma buy my world when i get cash to shop at hk. yay. buy at hmv there. oh. need to go to hnm. MUST! hahah. im painting my room yellow. heheh. its purple now. its ok. haha.

ATTENTION WORLD, JUSTIN'S MOM JUST GAVE BIRTH TODAY. YAY HIM.
today is lazy day. haha. mama woke me up at 11.45 ish ): i was having a good dream. ive yet to dream about justin and i tgt. hahaa. i want the golden ticket lahhhhh! ugh.
i swear i ate a lot today. i am getting fatter, world. but dont worry, imma exercise everyday starting frm tmr. but i dont wanna go for training)))): ftw. gawdddd. lemme skip please. better yet, let.me.quit! sheeeesh. will be heading to faz's house tmr. sleep there till monday. haha, one night only. lololol. im planning to go shopping. prolly tmr or a few days frm nw. i need a new wallet. so can put justin's face in it. so when i travel, i can just look at him :D oh baby, i luv you.

k, i shall get my fat ass off the chair and watch wizards now.
PLEASE LET ME GO SHOPPINGGGGGGGG!

2009-11-18T18:31:00.000-08:00

OMG LOOK WHAT I FOUND. JUSTIN BIEBER SAID MY NAME, AND GAVE ME A SHOUT OUT ONT THE DAY HIS ALBUM CAME OUT. we are so meant to be. haha
its nt exactly frm me but its frm a girl w the same name. YOU HAVE NO FRIGGIN IDEAH HOW HAPPY I AM. he even gave me a shout out. so, watch this k.

i want my world (!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)

2009-11-17T23:24:00.001-08:00

ugh. i really want the album. ma, faster gimme cash to buyyyyyyyyy!
gawd. anyws, MINAH ditched me AGAIN. how sad. ahha. doesnt matter. she owes me a day out. she has to follow me go anywhere and do whatever i want. haha. this oughta be fun. see lah. make plans w me first, then ditch me fr hanafi! see, im so nice to even talk to you. im currently keeping d's dirty little secret. hah. im trying to help him, but he doesnt take me srsly. -_-

currently waiting fr my stupid sec two books to be delivered. from 2-4 ke pe. its alr 3.30. tating nyerrrrr. went for training just now. killer man. haha, thank god i didnt go yesterday. apparently, new coach is M-E-A-N. abit also must run rounds. thank god i didnt go yesterday. then just now match, juniors vs seniors. both teams short of one player, and seniors won. like duh. then went to kfc to get me my meltz. awesome. then went home.

i think i'll make it a point to post a video of justin bieber. maybe a short clip, like 2-3 minutes. please wawtchem. i dont want y'all to hate him and think he's gay. he really isnt. and maybe other guys are jealous of him fr getting all the ladies. hah, losers.
i luv justin.

ENJOY!

2009-11-17T01:24:00.000-08:00

JUSTIN BIEBER DANCING DURING HIS FREE TIME

boyfriend aku sungguh hot.
haha, macam paham eh.

2009-11-16T20:18:00.001-08:00

CUTE OR WHUT EH.
why dont you flirt w me boyyyyyy?

first dance.

2009-11-16T18:36:00.000-08:00

First Dance- Justin Bieber.

When I close my eyes, I see me and you at the prom, we've both been waiting so long for this day to come, now that it's here let's make it special.
I can´t deny there's so many thoughts on my mind, the dj's playin' my favorite song
(favorite song) ain´t no chaperones (no chaperones), this could be the night of your dreams.

Only if you give, give the first dance to me.
Girl,I promise i'll be gentle and we gotta do it slowly.
If you give, give the first dance to me.
I'm gon' cherish every moment, cause this only happens once, once in a lifetime.

I couldn't ask for more, we're rockin' back and forth under the disco ball, we're the only ones on the floor.
I can´t deny there's so many thoughts on my mind, the dj's playin' my favorite song (favorite song) now we´re all alone
(all alone) here's the opportunity

Only if you give, give the first dance to me.
Girl,I promise i'll be gentle and we gotta do it slowly.
If you give, give the first dance to me.
I'm gon' cherish every moment, cause this only happens once, once in a lifetime.

everybody says that we look cute together,
let's make this a night the two of us remember.
No teachers around to see us dancing close,
i'm telling you our parents will never know.
Before the lights go up and the music turns off
that's the perfect time for me taste your lip gloss.
Your glass slippers and my hand right here,
we'll make it before the clock strikes nine

Only if you give, give the first dance to me.
Girl,I promise i'll be gentle and we gotta do it slowly.
If you give, give the first dance to me.
I'm gon' cherish every moment, cause this only happens once, once in a lifetime.

i want my first dance with him.
i luv you justin.

MY WORLD

2009-11-16T03:35:00.000-08:00

as you losers can see, my title says, "my world" yes, to all justin bieber's fans, My World comes out tmr, so get yr copy of it. i know i have like 0.0001%of getting th golden ticket, but still, i MIGHT get it. MIGHTMIGHTMIGHT. Grr. i srsly want to see him sia. anyws, went back to meridian on friday to coach juniors w ikin and it was ok except fr the fact tht they suck. as in srsly, they really do. so aft tht, went to 7-11(th new one) bought stuff, slacked a while, then went to bronto. i wanted to play sia, BUT SOME PEOPLE malas sangat. aw, i miss tht place. used to go there everyday after school. well, things change. haha. not trying to brag or anyth but i realized tht i was not a loser in prinary sch. haha, im doing fine now. and the losers from primary school are now minah/mat wannabes. so ashamed of you people. ok, then when i got back frm bronto, i slept till 6.30ish. and i reached home at 1-2? omg. hah. and i didnt have any problem sleeping at night. heheh. saturday--> went out w tasha, planned to watch movie but bad timing so we bused to amk, hoping to see the SI people, but we were 10 minutes late? tsk. so went to Simei to meet dad at cousin's house. fun or whuat. then went home. sunday--> got jemputan. but i couldnt wake up. tsk. so i was home alone w mum. it was our lazy day. haha. cut my hair. heheh. i didnt touch the length tho. yay. then had a huge fight w tasha. then just now, went home(in th morning) then went to sch at 1+. had netball at 2. had friendly match against ACS international and our score: 7-7 -_- but kcp seniors won i think. hah. then played 3/4 of th game only, couldnt play anym cause it rained. i played WA. well, then went home. im so bloody tired. got traininig at 8 tmr. ugh. oh did i mention next yr's jersey is gonna be sleeveless))))): i dont wantttttt. later can see all my babats on my arms. tskkkkk. k, here's a cute video of Justin Bieber telling teen.com tht he's afraid of elevators. CUTE KAN. i know.

LUV.

2009-11-11T21:01:00.000-08:00

yay. yesterday:.
met up w ikin at her house fr coaching. then went to amira's house to pick her up, then went to side gate area to buy snacks. then we slacked under blk fr a while. then went to meridian, only to find out tht training was canceled. wdf. told tasha to not tell parents tht im in pr. if nt kena balik): so yeah. then th three of us went to pick iqah up frm siglap. got MALAY CONSTRUCTION WORKER SIA. and he kept staring. GROSS KAN. haiyo. then it rained. iqah had to go home fr a while so we decided to meet her at wp.then WE RAN IN THE RAIN. we had to cross th road also. tht was the most troublesome part of the trip. then we were obviously wet. went to buy bubble tea, ordered honey dew milkshake with double pearl then she give so little, then i was like, "I SAID DOUBLE PEARL" then she said tht was double pearl. sheeeesh. then it was 1.70. the lady was like, one point seven. HAHAHA. then met up w iqah. then SOMEBODY had to ditch us to meet her bf. he only going to malaysia sia. then we took the bus to ws frm there, we ate at ananas cafe. we were broke k. then we saw our all time fave, BABY SARI SUDAYU. ahahah. k, then decided to go to library. went in fr like five minutes then we were like, wdf are we doing here? so we left then we went to pasir ris town park nyer playground, and dug a hole. damn fun sia. i used my leg to kich the sand away, then ikin and iqah used their hands. we were supposed to be construction workers. so, iqah's frm china and her name is SOON YEAH. haha then ikin frm philippines and her names JOLOK and im frm india and my names DEVINDRO. aha. then we had this mini military course. damn funnn. then aft everyth, balik. then today, i watched more interviews of justin bieber. he speaks french yknow. and his fave subj is english. yay. so i called mama.
me: OMG MA, JUSTIN SPEAKS FRENCH.(screams)
mama: OK, SO, YOU WANNA LEARN TO SPEAK FRENCH?
me: YEAHHH!
mama: i dont mind sending you for lessons yknw. but who are you going to speak french to?
me: him, if i bump into him in cebu, hopefully.
mama: ok.. you can speak to papa also.
me: ok.
mama: k, you go find classes then tell me.
me: wow, yay!
haha. yay.
watch him speak french.

obsessed.

2009-11-09T23:11:00.000-08:00

i think i am obsessed w justin bieber. i mean like, he's so damned awesome. i stalk him on twitter. yay me. anyw, yesterday cousins came ober for a swim then joined ma at pizza hut fr dinner. then the day before watched this is it. the dancers are damn cool. then went to woodlands with them(cousins). kakak lah had to go for piano so, kakak nina and i went to the creative corner and did some stuff then this old dude asked fr my number. gross. and i really mean old--> 18? ew. ok. then at night we talked till three am. hah. good talk. then next day watched the coffin. stupid cheap show. wasted our money.
im out. ily justin!

Video of the Day: Teen Hearthrob Justin Bieber Performs "One Time" for Ellen - The Ellen DeGeneres Show

2009-11-04T22:59:00.000-08:00

Video of the Day: Teen Hearthrob Justin Bieber Performs "One Time" for Ellen - The Ellen DeGeneres Show

I'M SO JEALOUS.

2009-11-04T20:43:00.000-08:00

*husbands arranged acc to order*
i hate taylor Swift very very very much k. she alr stole 2 of my husbands. she's gonna steal ryan tooo): why does Justin like taylor(swift)? she's too old for you!
we're so perfect fr each other. and she gets to kiss ♥taylor(lautner). and she's older than him!!!!!!!!! i hate you taylor swift. i'm out.

YOURE SO CUTE.

2009-11-01T23:29:00.000-08:00

HAPPY 2ND BIRTHDAY FAATIN SAKINA!

youre so cuteeeee. god i can just squeeze you.

anyw, went over to aunty noreen's house to help her take care of th kids.
btw, aisha is the new borned baby and faatin is th toddler

today.

2009-10-28T01:56:00.001-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY NURUL SYAFIQAH!
(minah)

k, happy birthday minah! i enjoyed myself today.haha. looking forward to your birthday party(:

anyws, today is minah's birthday so met up with her aft school. then she was with hanafi. went to pizza hut. had to wait for a longggg time. then hanafi called rattna and co to meet us and have lunch with us. and they did. we decided to go to delifrance instead. hanafi ahd to get cash frm his mom at th library. then saw syazwan and sabrina. and as the world knws, i hate syazwan to the max. k, wtv lah he. then went to delifrance only to discover that i had $1.90. best eh. haha. so rattna,noriziani,ayu and liyana shared a table while minah,hanafi and i sat at th next table. then, they ate and i just watched. then eugene and minah's bestfriend, along with three other guys came to join us. then rattna's table, their bill, was only $8.00+.
hahahaha. funny shit or what. then the girls left with eugene and the three guys. left the 4 of us only. went to J8's haagen daaz ( i have no clue how to spell it) sat outside and saw a bunch of mats and minahs from whitley sec smoking. then the security guard came and halau-ed them. lololol. then hanafi and i didnt eat anyth. (DUH) so i pretended to eat ice cream. funny shit or whuat eh. then went to th toilet, then went home. i got my report book back. position: 7/39. frm 5th. )): promoted to sec 2 normal))))))): mission failed or whuattttt. haiz.. its ok. i still have next year. and i swear i will study like crazy. i really need to go to expres.

if i were to tell you that i go for personality instead of looks, would you believe me? -leave your answers on my tagboard please.

i shall minah talk in my few sentences. ENJOY!

hari nieh gereyq uhq . aquwh tarq sabarh narq jumperh members primary skuul aquwh bilerh tqh holidays uhq siol . confirm lagyy gereyq nyerh karnn ?

2009-10-25T01:26:00.000-07:00

helloooooo.

i had fun on friday and saturday.
met up w raider afr sch since she didnt have sch.
we walked to ehub. talked.. i <3 her mannnn.
anyw, went home, then met ikin at like 5.30ish.my hair is finally longer than hers. like finally!
then we talked and talked. then met amira at 6+.
then mom forced me to go home.
im sorry amira):
then went to central on saturday.
aft tht, went home, met mia, watched my sister's keeper with her at her house(pirated) then went to wp. then right, the saddest thing happened to me. i was waiting fr mia to pee in the toilet. and i was eating a lolli so i waited outside. and then,got this bunch of mats, they were like staring. then one of them was like,
"eh girl, kawan nak nombor." i said no. thts just sad. and then, i found out tht they kenal ahmad ridhwan. saddddd. oh well. then went home. then tu jer. oh, i cried while watching my sister's keeper. k, byebye.

i got my results back peepol.

2009-10-22T02:16:00.001-07:00

umm. k, japz.

EL: 64 (B4)
ML: 63 (B4)
SCI: 67 (B3)
GEOG: 51 (C6)
HIST: 49 (D7)
LIT: 62 (B4)
D&T: 61 (B4)
ART: 75 (A1)
HE:72 (A2)

all i can say is, fuck history to the fucking core.
and im so lucky fr geog eh. and i freaking rock in science.
lololol.

i just found

a

picture

of...

justin bieber kissing his ex girlfriend

let me express my feelings.

!@#$%^&*()+_)(*&^%$#@!@#$%^&*()_+_)(*&^%$#@#$%^&*()*&^%$#$%^

k, im good (:

2009-10-21T00:08:00.001-07:00

i have successfully changed my blogskin.
didnt go to school today cause i got rashes.
then nurul called me.
results
malay paper: 93/150(excl oral) [i failed paper 2, and fr someone who failed paper 2, i did quite well]
geography: 27/50 (LIKE FINALLY)
science paper 1 : 21/30 (not bad,not bad)
still looking forward to getting my english results tmr.
and like the other exams, i plan to get at least first in one subject.
i got first in class fr english and maths in the MYEs and highest in english in the level(NA) fr CT2. yeah, so, english, prettypretty please gimme an A1.
haha. talking about reults, i think i failed history. tu lah, focused too much on geog sampai history fail. tsktsktsk. but still. EOY ok. i know i wouldnt get enough to go to express next year but thanks to my results, i'll work harder next year then get into express. yayayayayayyyy. oh, i watched raise your voice fr the 3/4 time in my life and i friggin cried 3 times during th movie. its sooooo sad. go watch it.
k lah, hope i get to go to sch tmr pasal got english.
and crap, theres netball tmr. unlike everybody, i really do hate netball. ughhhh. its ok. netball going to finishhh, sch also. yay me.

i'm back.

2009-10-20T02:28:00.001-07:00

HELLOOOOO.
yes, marissa is back.
yknw, i dont have the feeling where i finally get to use the comp aft the exams. more of like, OH SHIT. RESULTS COMING. didnt study much ):
pretty sure gonna fail a few subjects. mission to express : FAILED.
tskkk. its ok. i'll make sure i'll study like f next year ):
anyw, life..
hmmmz,
idk leh. kendarat-ed w minah. if tht even make sense. i actually want to go for tuition at sembawang. i miss my cousin. gawdddd. no more minah talks, wtv crapz. its ok, make space fr me over the holidays. movie marathon, dont forget.
i'm having a bloody rash. and my face is just horrible. kesian aku. i freaking wasted my monday at home, because of my gross face. i was supposed to go to east coast with khalis to see hot skaters. haiizzz. kesiannnnn. anyw, minah's birthday is coming.. idk if is hould buy tht thingy. omggggg. susah nye. umm. school is gonna end. next friday last day kan?
and i just found out tht sis is JUST starting her exams. lol. loserrrr. k, thats it lahh. i hate being stared at. -.-"

2009-10-07T02:28:00.000-07:00

willem just left from tuition.
yes, he's teaching me geography.
i can tell he's having a hard time teaching me.
tskkkkkk. need to repeat all the time.
well. i suck at geog so bare with me.
he showed me this bloody funny video.
!!!!!!!!

k

during class, i gave hashri's spongebob a pad then nurul go poke the wings then stick his legs in em. damn funny. then um, nth else to day.
haizzz.
besok ader tuition lagi.

k. i shall go and siap now.

2009-10-04T04:22:00.000-07:00

yay. im extremely proud of you, ma(:

anyways, very damn pissed off with nurul asyikin bte abdul latiff.
haizzz.
so, thursday... sucked.
friday, sucked ballz.
but on the bright side, i went over to cousin fazillah's house.
sungguh di-fun-in ;) LOLOL.
we talked and talked. then on saturday she created a song while trying to wake me up. damn stupid sia. then she created another song when i wanted to play solitaire i her phone. another song abt showering. then she had her date so i was alone. ha ha. her parents went to this wedding so i stayed home with her abang. talked talked. wasnt any food so i went to sembwanag mrt station. not exactly there. near there. go myself mee soto and helped him buy nasi lemak. quite fun lah. then he slept and he let me use his laptop. but i studied. hah. i finished reading my charlie and the chocolate factory book fr lit and read my history textbook sampai habis.
i am so proud of myself.
then today, went to some open house at woodlands at aunty noreen's mother's blk. but not her house. the food there was awesome. jangan pandang belakang congkak. bloody stupid show man. then went down to aunty noreen's mother's house. aunty noreen's younger brother came with his friends on their motorbikes. stop pollution. omg im becoming more like fazillah. heheh. then we went to timezone. i had to change to jeans. luckily i brought eh. then played guitar hero banyak banyak. then played air hockey or smth. the thingy terfly away. mampos. then went to tell the person who was working there. the she gave us a small thingy. damn easy to score -.- so tak fun. then the thing fly away again. so we took it and didnt play it. tskkkkkk.
then went home at around 6.15 gitu. bought dinner at a double choc frappe. sedapppp.
then the thing tht i never thought would happen, happened. yay you. (:

SCREW WORKERS&MDM TEO.

2009-09-29T02:35:00.000-07:00

yes. mdm teo. why?
BECAUSE..
she freaking made us stay back for 30 minutes in class during recess(recess:35minutes)
just because she wanted to finish going through the practice paper we did on monday. wahhhh. DAMN FUCKING IRRITATING SIA. she wasted our tie. and some more, after we finished, she purposely held us longer because some people nv hand in the paper. then, when we gave, she would count the number of papers handed in in each row. then she would check to make sure we marked and did our corrections. WDF. walao. i kept cursing her manz. like wtfwtfwtf. even hashri was like, relax ahhh.
!@#$%^&*!@#$%^&*@#$%^&*(r$^&*(#$%^&*(*&^%$#@*())(*&^%$#@#$()
K, I SHOULD BE FINE FOR THE MOMENT.
and its not the first time she let us out late for recess.
then everybody went to miss quek cause it as her lesson next. and we asked her whether it was ok if we came in abit later so tht we could eat. she's nice. she let us eat. so we went to eat. then blahblahblah. failed maths test fr the friggin first time. i made an effort to study today. YAY ME.

anyways, otw to have lunch with nurul, we had to cross the road right, then got this lorry ah. then inside got the driver and a few other people. and the driver HONKED AT US, and like, idk what they did, but it was friggin gross. omgggggg. sungguh menyedihkan. of all the guys in the world, kena bangla sia.

k, thats it. byebye.
ps, happy birthday willem(:

sunday.

2009-09-28T01:40:00.000-07:00

went to pasir ris on friday.
met pauline. went played soccer with ikin,amira,hilman,hilman's friend and hykel.
ATTENTION WORLD, HILMAN IS THE MOST IRRITATING GUY WHEN IT COMES TO SOCCER.
tht showoff. then soon, ikin left, then hilman's friend left, then pauline left. then tinggal me, hilman, amira and hykel. so hykel and i were in one team and the other two in another team. played till 7ish. then i got pissed with hilman and just left(:
then the next day, stayed at home. mum asked me to but sabun cuci pinggan and detergent. i didnt knw what detergent she wanted so i just bought the sabun cuci pinggan. saw zakkey. then went home abeh mum asked me to go to west plaza again-.- so i did. saw iqbal 0.0 then he smiled. so i just smiled back. then at night went to mrs safi's house for raya with mum and sisters. thennnnn, went back. next day went to mira's place fr open house. we went to pioneer mall twice man. i saw this really cuuuute guy working at mac. omg, hothothot! haha. then went to the house back. talked with shafiqah and mira in one room. DAMN FUNNY SIA MIRA. haha. the food was awesome. ate asam pedas fr dinner. awesome shit. then we played games with the other cousins. funnnn. mann. so long sia never go to mira's house. nvm. i shall go there during the december holidays. yay! then we had a few pictures. but with shafiqah and mira. so will post em up as soon as i get em. promise(: sooo, oh, i forgot to say tht.. I HAD TO LEAVE JURONG TO NOVENA WITH MY KEBAYA AND SCHOOL BAG))): damn paiseh siaaaaa. omgomgomgggg. sheeeesh. then reached home. blahblahblah. oh. i need to study
!!!!!!!
somebody please motivate me to get my friggin large ass to the friggin table to friggin study. oh. and minah is mean):
she may be small, but shes DAMN rough sia.
my arm still hurts from just now k!
)))):

andandand. happy birthday in advanced, WILLEM! YOU HORNY BOOOOB!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY PAULINE

2009-09-23T01:27:00.000-07:00

this post is dedicated to pauline nizhelle on her birthday(:
hey boobie,
happy 13th birthday! i shall help you pray to grow taller X)
and, when we meet up, we need to catch up on our burping competition.
still remember your birthday last year and i, being nice, treated you to
watch "eagle eye" straight away after science PSLE. i must say, youre the best.
and we've NEVER EVER fought the whole 7 years of our friendship. thats why,
youre my best friend. now that we're in different schools, i hope you never
forget afm&t4m, or change into a slut(: soooo, be happy with life, and stay
as pretty as always.

oh, ps, if you didnt pick up yr phone, so i shall just wish you
here.

love,

marissa

hari raya.

2009-09-22T01:27:00.000-07:00

pictures of lydia trying to act cute.

yes, it was awesome.

whats with the world and stalking?

2009-09-17T23:42:00.000-07:00

yes, i was stalked today, by three malay guys. shall not talk about it.
i slept during maths.
couldnt help it.
then recess, i took 3 chairs and slept on'em. then ALLEN being an ass, purposely kick one of the chairs. no fucking like sia that fucking fat ass. then i got so pissed off with him.
and i saw this awesomely hot from fuchun sec, i think. damn hotttttttttttttt.
haha, saw Dian, the bitch at sunplaza. she needs to slim down and clear her disgusting skin :D
yes, thts how much i hate you, bitch. oh, did i mention tht my new name is 90%? mr tay invented tht name. TSKKK. cause i got 90% for english nyer commont test. and he's saying it as if its a bad thing)): oh well. hari raya's coming. and i dont think i'll be posting on tht day, so lemme just wish here, and now. btw, im wearing purple this year(:

SELAMAT HARI RAYA.

JB

2009-09-13T05:11:00.000-07:00

yes, as you all know, im not a fan of malaysia at all.
and im sure youre surprised i went to JB today.
haha. before i went, i had this conversation with my awesome cousin, Fazillah.
thanks eh fr yesterday, luv you loads(:
so, woke up at 6.45 and showered and got ready for JB.
drove there. i slept the whole way there and the whole way back.
basically, i slept the most. went to get kuih(s) first. then went to giant. slept otw there some more. lol. bought a few stuff. and OMG. there was this sale for pads. and like its awesome. SERIOUSLY. its like 50pads for $7(and not RM) then went to buy other stuff. then slept back.
and omg. im scared. i think im being stalked by a 20 year old. i have officially deleted him on msn. and going to delete him on fb. and I KNOW WHO HE IS. its not some random guy k.

IM SCARED.